Talking of Michelangelo: Meditations on doubt, struggle and fulfilment

It's taken almost all my life to change into someone who's aware, who listens, who's forgiven himself, who has an idea of what love means. The process has been exhausting - like melting yourself down in a furnace and pouring your elements into a new mould.
Talking of Michelangelo is an insightful memoir and moving philosophical reflection on a life lived among great men and for the benefit of others. Inspired by the line in T.S. Eliot's poem 'The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock', the title draws a connection between Prufrock's awkwardness and alienation from society, and John Harry's early life.
John's story unfolds as a conversation, tracing his lifelong search for meaning and connection. As he questions who he is and what his hard-fought, adventurous, contradictory and often disconnected life has meant, he invites readers into this intimate dialogue. Talking clearly and honestly with a close childhood friend, wine in hand, at his home in the foothills of an ancient mountain range in Victoria, John finally faces his past and the precariousness of life.
From the prison-scape of his boarding school to chasing Michelangelo's masterpieces across Europe, John admits existential doubt while holding onto the belief that even in the face of absurdity, humanity can find faith in love, creativity and one another, and invest in the value of life.
A story of ambition and regret, of triumph and failure, Talking of Michelangelo traces John's success and disappointment in love and friendship, following him until he finally discovers contentment, happiness and learns to trust. Vulnerable and profound, his memoir reveals hard-won truths and what it means to be human. His journey is like a dive into clear, cold water - and a renewal of the abundant possibilities of life.
For anyone who has ever questioned the meaning of existence and what a good life might be, Talking of Michelangelo is one man's thoughtful answer - and John Harry's enduring legacy.